I'm Sorry

It was cold like a winter day In pouring november rain Everything felt numb What have we become? I never saw the signs How could I be so blind? Did I close my eyes? 'Cause your heart was full of lies November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done I'm sorry, november just wake me when you're gone Is there someone who can help me change the calendar? Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more I'm sorry I wanted you more than life I think of it all the time You were my ray of light My guide through lonely nights You said you were in love But I guess I was not enough You left me in the shade Now our light will fade away November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done I'm sorry, november just wake me when you're gone Is there someone who can help me change the calendar? Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more 'Cause this mountain is to high I don't have the strength to climb Im sorry, November, I'm sorry Without oxygen I can't breathe I'm losing ground underneath My heart cannot take it Not willing to fake it I need to forsake 'cause I cannot maintain this I'm sorry, I'm sorry Is there someone who can help me change the calendar? I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry 'Cause november changed my life I will have to say goodbye I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry Now tell me is there someone who can help me change the calendar? Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more 'Cause November changed my life I will have to say goodbye... I'm sorry, Novemeber, I'm sorry